Its that awesome time of year again. The leaves are turning, the apples are ripening, and the days are getting shorter. As the day and night reach their balance I find increasingly that balance is what I need in my life. Balance in finance, balance in my love life, balance in my job, balance in my health...
Today was a perfect example. I was up til 5am, slept til 3pm... and did absolutely nothing for hours. Something just felt off, out of sync. I was frustrated with myself. Here I am almost 23 still living at home, single, working at empire-of-evil-mart. Does that reflect me? At my core I am ambitious, full of love, and have a real desire to change the world for the better. Why the disconnect?
I have decided. I need to change, whole heartedly but not so fast as to burn out. I have no idea if my experiences match that of my peers but I find it easy to jump into things head first but very hard to stick with them. So in honor of the seasons I felt a little ritual and spellwork were in order.
My Goals are as follows:
>Get a job more in line with my inner desire (Balance in work)
>Document and evaluate my finances (Balance in finances)
>Exercise consistently (Balance in health)
>Get out and be an active seeker of the affection I deserve (Balance in love)
Today was one of those days where what the divine has been telling you forever finally gets heard. How long have things been pointing to extreme lack or an extreme excess of things in my life. I'm tired of living my life in extremes, and gods willing I will get a balance to things.
Love and Light
-Onyx
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